This one is just really funny I thought a few of you will get a laugh out of it hahaha
It’s fairly easy for you to get hurt; of that you are certain. So when he wanders into your life, all smiles and fake promises of changing your thought process, of being unlike the last man in your life, naturally, the wall you so carefully constructed around yourself grows tenfold.
He tells you that you’re cold, and a hard case to crack. And you tell him that it’s self defense, because you know this game too well.
"i like you," he says, no hesitation at all.
sure you do, you snort internally.
with a well-rehearsed smile, you grab the hand he is offered; tuck yourself into his side as if all is right in the world, as if you aren’t crumbling on the inside.
if you like me so much, you muse, then why do you still lie to me.
letting him in was easier said than done,
both inside my room, and inside my soul.
"why are you the most difficult person to love?!" he shouted, frustration soaking his words after he had wedged himself in the doorway.
because, i wanted to retort, because i’m the easiest person to break.
Silly girl; always wanting what you can’t have, and having what you don’t want.
Sometimes, I’ll think about my ex boyfriend and cringe; wtf was I on when I decided to date him?